o.n.l.y - y.o.u

Listening to Jerry Yen - Di Xin Yin Li

I haven't got my vanness banner done >_< i wan my old pc back with 3000+ v photo *sigh* now this com i nv even save pic le wanna find e pic i wan hard lo. go onlyf4 forum and find but too many pic thread le . find halfwae i give up. *pout* i wan old pic backkkk. grr . spend moi noon chatting/hala-ing with friends online quite a load. so yuup send most of time online lor till now.. after blogging going offline le cos sian and i'm getting sleepy le.

Someone ask me if i ever regret breaking up with SX.. my answer will be..

no i din regret but memories stay

Someone ask me if i ever regret breaking up with bear.. my answer will be..

yes, i did regret cos i only get the fact right after the break up but let e guo qu e shi jiu guo qu bah..

And

Somoneone ask me if it's worth it waiting/liking for that someone.. and some peepz think i'm silly to wait.. my reply is..

i know i'm silly but well i guess my feeling matter e most and i don't have to have that someone when i like him. Quote from edwin: when you fall for her, u dun nid to have her, you can be jus her guardian angle and if she is happy you'll be.. yes it's truth as long as he ish happy i'm happy.

*sigh* yes i still like him even till now. reason i give to guys who reject ish cos i dun wanna get into BGR for the time being but e fact ish my heart only have him and he ish e only guy i wan. dun ask me why. the feeling is just there.

[ ps: vanness, jeff , xiaomei not counted la *ROFL* cos they belong to fantasy.. LOL ]

well.. hope to meet with Qi` Ling` and guys soon. lots to share and yes i miss em badly le. bump into Qi at the canteen catch up a little. missing em loads. and hopefully Qi recover from her hurt soon. *hugs* talk to em few of them in msn few days ago and they do agree with me that it's been ages since we last took photo together. my multiply photo with them all like 1000 yrs ago.

wee.. and ap-ians officially start next week. kick off with escape den ktv n stuff.. and NA i wan Z.O.O hahaha.. i go sako e rest and jast u in-charge of na as plan. *ROFL*

worCrappy =}

Listening to Nicky - Jie Tuo

awww.. i miss VANNESS WU ~>_<~ *sigh* + *sob* when are we gonna see him again? tml class end at 11.30am so gonna get my ass home and do a new banner of vanness for my blog. hehe.. yuup i'm damm free nowdays with nothing better to do *haiz* the net ish getting boring and dull for me.. shopping? nowhere to shop le and no $$ to spare either. *sigh* la.. so sian one now.. not much happening also.. ahh yeahh like vanness new pepsi look *grinz* better den e previous one i think.. miss him sooooo much.. and e hk pic.. so shuai lehz.. haha *drool* haiz hope to see him real soon!

uh huh.. went to school todea den took the F block cos i having lesson at F block la .. den got few not bad looking guys sitting e stairs lor.. so i sea excuse me.. one still sae arigator to me say i look jap =_+||| first time sia.. den go class do those boliao survey jiu can go lo.. den talk to joseph all e wae home.. hahaha *thanks* boy.. and thanks for the choco hor.. after eating i jiu wan use my sweet tooth to sweet talk another one to sako them buy =X lol ooh and bill come dun come after me.. i din force u to call me =PpP keke..

find out slyester [ na correct spelling? ] ish darren frenz.. LOL so i keep bugging him jus now.. den hor conclusion ish darren ish a guy who can be trusted LOL.. muahahaha so darren dun forget to intro if can =P no worries i wun be a crazy fan LOL i will act as usual muhahahah! and dun forget ur promise to ask me out when u free.. i'm waiting ookiee? jus dun kept me waiting too long.. =P

lala..i'm bored..so well nothing to blog le.. so share stop here..

I WAN GO ZOO =X TO SEE THE ANIMAL MAL MAL MAL =PpP LOL

Jie Tuo

*winks* finally find a server to host my music. peepz who is interested can sign up at http://www.ripway.com =) keke.. background music, Jie Tuo [ korean version ] sang by Machi e Nicky for start. =D

Those wanna dl the song can dl it at

http://home.ripway.com/2004-10/194899/Nicky-Angel.asf

but please host it at ur own server.. LOL

still i prefer jie tuo in chinese version. nicky can fast release album? lalalaa~

lalalala..

Listening to S.H.E - Ta Hai Shi Bu Tong

Reply to Ling Chan:

Reply in tag-board too long arh so i reply u here =D cos sat go out with ap na.. she sae wanna keep in contact with those maxi uncle mah.. keke.. so yuup she msg goodnight message to uncle geoffery and dennis.. den uncle geofferey reply, all e best to u and ur friends.. den haha i go msg him sae received his regard le..den at later of the night i send him goodnite message den he reply .. end up sms-ing a.k.a chatting lo.. haha.. den WO GUO LE SLEEP SHI CHENG jiu can't slp le.. den he no work arh at maxi watch vcd den yi sms jiu sms till 4.30am lol.. so yuup can link le mah? hehe...

hurhur.. talk about uncle geoffery.. make me think of Johnny from power 9.. last seen him ish last year i think.. my ah gong LOL.. got time muz go yishun find him le =P Didn went school todae.. cos stomach ache *sigh* since yesterday to be exact.. i can't get my sh*t outta my ass.. so i feeling soooooo unwell.. ~>_<~ aiyo and i miss ah vann le.. sob sob....

bored

my online photo album :: http://xxuanzz.multiply.com/

I'm feeling real bored now! *sigh* anywae it had been days since i last blog.. so here i'm now.. =D

It's was crazy and high satuday [ last week ] with those ATTITUDE FREAK a.k.a vivacious girls =P met up with Ap freak of na jast wh jolyn jenny qing at Raffles Plaza the bk to meet Lian Meng de members to collect money and membership card. hee awhile nia den we are off to cafe cartle for breakfast + Lunch + Dinner =_+||| haha the whole place *again* ish fill with our laughter.. haha so damm funny lo esp Qing.. muz go see ear doctor for check up liao arh.. so catch up quita a lot arh.. talk about idol [ as usual ] to mastermind to blah blah blah.. haha den that jenny start to laugh all over again.. lol.. so yuup took mrt to far east lo.. in mrt also laugh here and there.. bo ho sae e freak.. keke.. den go fast east walk here and there.. den yuup it's the photo taking session LOL.. had lots of fun esp the UP and DOWN part.. it was so damm funny and tired.. spend 1 hr in there.. den took the Ribbon Jia Zu pic.. =_+||| red vs yellow.. hahah den in e neoprint shop also can talk about how jeff dance *ROFL* den arh e neoprint shop keeping playing jie lun song so haha itch to go KTV.. so yuup off we went to ktv by bus @ china town.. party world i think.. hugh room.. hugh tv.. so once again we zi HIGH .. lol.. toilet first den start to sing den MACHI den all ki siao liao.. photo session start.. from normal pic to fighting pic to initmate pic to kissing lip by lip pic.. all really arh can go mental hos le =PpP BUT i love it.. have to do it once again.. lalala.. so fun.. can't wait for the ap-ians week to arrive.. haizzzzzzzzzzz..

lala.. den went to Parkwae with ap na yesterday cos she wanna buy cross-mec-tic la.. haha.. den yupp buy le jiu shop shop ard and someone keep electric me lehz.. her hand so many power.. haha. *ouch* ok lo den shop liao we go yoshinoya eat cos i crave to eat that.. tok tok alot about ap-ians week stuff den off we go to suntec to meet sf.. yuup went carefore cos na wanna buy thing mah.. keke den go snk .. bought a top lalala.. den stupid ppl give me wrong size den ok lor nid to go change.. haha..den after that call ap jast and jo.. jase end up nv meet us =[ den jo work so nv pick our call.. so yup e 3 of us took cab down to lau pa sar after much dicussion.. lol order few dishes.. den talk talk about idol again..den some other stuff..keke..den head back to bugis den go home le.. so yupp..

den came home msn/catch up with darren.. tv.. den sms-ing with uncle geoffery till 4.30am =_+|| he ish a cute uncle btw.. hahaha.. so yuup den slp till 12+ den come online.. paul message me.. den haha keep upload my photo at the mulitly..so fun.

ROFL n Xm's Msg

*tears* twice todae.. firstly abt the xm msg la *but* now i nv talk abt it.. den second thing ish read some stuff and yeah tears. *sad* uh? haha but well 'joke of the day' make me crack into laughter.. the ROLF.. ain't he cute?

*sigh* school dae nothing much to update except i throw my anger in school todea.. basically the guys were jus plain childish.. doing the same act! ~>_<~ annoying!

but nvm la haha the ROFL make me smile and den early morning xm msg come in.. so yuup.. =]



Finally, LIAN MENG, receive xm msg after a long wait... *thanks* to wenwen! keke.. so yuup i'm off.. miss -J.E.F.F-

Machi Departure

2 hug + 2 photo + 1 autograph todae!!

Send MACHI off todae *sad* lucky got go arh if not wil regret! MACHI came only at 11.45am? Den yuup saw Kenny and Edward first.. hahax help apian jast and wh to take photo with their edward den i am off hunting for my *JEFF* lalala.. finally spot him at the back.. awww he ish really slow.. hahax ppl already queuing for check in or what so ever.. he stil behind.. haha den catherin or yuki help me take pic with *JEFF* with jast phone den hug him!! awww but e hug was not that close cos i was standing on his right and he ish holding to his jacket and one plastic bag la.. haha.. den nvm lo got hug can le.. den i jiu stand side see him.. haha den awhile ltr see him busy with fans take pic.. so ap jast , wh and me jiu go find nicky.. weee photo taken with him and a hug.. hug him like hug tebby bear like tat.. comfortable nia.. c.u.t.e nicky! WH got him to talk to sheena on da phone.. and he ish real sweet yeah na? after that i jiu go find my jeff again.. lala.. den me help jast and wh take pic with him..den i go for 2nd round.. lala.. so funny.. i stand beside *JEFF* that time jast still sae.. dun wan hug and take arhx.. i jiu paiseh sae.. bu hao yi shi.. lolx.. at first i got put my hand at his stomach there de but paiseh la.. so put down.. haha den take le.. jiu hug again.. and i told him 'll miss ya when u are back.. he sae.. me too, always missing u girls.. aww love him!! lolx.. love the wae he speak.. love e accent.. love e wae he hug.. love his everything.. muahaha! den yup after that we stand there.. fans hala with him. he jiu sae he dun drink e.. same to kenny also.. haha den go find yuki they all for marker but dun have so cat pass me a book and pen to sign.. jeff sign Huang Li Cheng one line den another side write Machi Da Ge..awww..love him!! den yup haha den jiu walk walk towards check in dere lo.. so cute!! den jiu walk walk.. till before they [ jeff and steve ] enter the first class area.. all surround by fans for hugs.. haha steven pretty popular .. den yup hug steven too.. soo musular.. when hug he still say bye bye!! hahax.. but i still prefer JEFF.. den yup before jeff went in.. got to tell him bye jeff..and he smile...weeee.. i *melt* they went in le.. but still can see dem..cos got hole can look through de.. den dancer inside keep dancing lo.. haha den yup saw JEFF walk towards nicky and their xuan chuan there..so i run over another side..good view lo.. somemore no one aim them..all aim at steven dancing.. den i shuang shuang stand them see.. lolx.. den stef they all.. all aim nicky de.. haha lala... jefffff.. den haha awhile later they jiu go in immigration hall le.. den jiu byebye den all run up to the viewing mall and manage to see jeff for the last time..awwwwwww bye JEFF.. i miss ya le *sigh* be back soon!!!

.J.E.F.F.

Listening to Machi - Hey Baby!

Big *SMILE* finally had a photo taken with JEFF and got to hug him again!! Girl can't slp tonight le la. Ok so let me start my story of MACHI..!!

Head down to Raffles City at 6pm to Food Court to find somewhere to sit and rest. Den abt 10mins later we step out of the food court and we saw *kenny* entering the Sebawang CD shop!! *shock* la hahax.. suddenly wh sae eh kenny.. i still huh? den realize ish *kenny* aww den we stand outside e cd shop pretend to be passerby.. den awhile later he come out.. go to UNITY shop see here and there.. while he ish in UNITY shop.. we go in the COURTS.. den den den *kenny* came in too!! awww we were playing the laptop.. LOL den he walk in all freezee.. den nvm he see discman thingy see so long so we go outside wait..den we jiu miss him le.. >_< try seaching for him den when we about to give up.. we saw him coming out of the toilet!! Trailing start again.. he walk veri fast lehz.. i wake 1 step he 3 step arh.. den he went in MPH .. den we at outside pondering want to approach him not cos all dun dare la.. hahax den end up we saw *Kenny* wanna come out le jast jiu go in ask if we can had photo taken with him outside.. and he agree.. oh boy.. e wae he talk.. soooo gentle.. he come out i quickly pass the phone to engina to talk to him.. haha den he so hao hao.. talk to engina halfwae ask ap jast u wanna take pic right? den ask engina hold on e phone.. isn't he sweet? den after jast took phone with him.. jiu my turn le.. he came so close.. shuang la..den i also put my hand at his wrist.. damm tall.. he stand beside me he become giant le.. talk to him head muz lift so high.. den after me ish ap na and den our xiao mei wenhui.. hehe ask him ard what time machi will be at the concert he sae after 9..aww.. den he veri funny.. before the photo taking till end of e photo taking he keep repeating, 'hope your enjoy tonight show' =_+||| veri long winded lehz him..haha.. but he ish sweet la.. saw him hoping to see jeff in e mall but too bad, mei you! so after the photo taking we jiu dun wan follow him le.. we stand outside MPH happy for 2mins like that den decide to go haagan dazs for ice-cream AND the moment we see down we saw *Kenny* inside Optical 88.. e place we sitting can see directly in the shop.... ooooo *Kenny* in e shop quite long wor.. try lots of glasses but nv buy any.. e sale girl muz be qi si le.. hahax.. liew.. we boxim eat the ice-cream keep bio e optical 88 shop.. den abt 5mins? or 10mins? he finally come out le.. he go MIO shop for 5mins like that den we saw him walk out jiu disappear le.. hehe had our ice-cream so decided to head back to padang..

MACHI part rock!!!!! Screaming like mad.. and so high!!!! love them man!! they are so greatttttt and cool... but stupid jeff.. hey baby.. he nv rap his part.. >_< so disappointed.. was waiting for his part u know? =[ nvm den.. haha got sing so many song enough le.. we so late come in but manage to squeeze to e front barricade.. lucky there de ppl mostly machi de.. hahax.. so yup during the ending of machi.. steven and edward came down..awww cutie ed came running down to the right hand side of stage.. ap jast na and wenhui got to touch him sweaty hand..hahax.. why my jeff nv come down... den haha they finished with their item.. we ran to e toilet dere la... awww and saw the guys.. topless.. lolx.. but i can't stop my jeff.. saw steven ed nia.. but when they wanna hop in e van that time.. we called them and they wave... so they leave le.. we quickly ran all e wae back to hotel.. lol.. me and jast barefooted... lalala.. we came in too late e guys go up le..so we go find somewhere at e lobby and see.. and haven't 20mins.. saw the guys again!! aww.. we at our sitting area keep bio-ing them..den they wanna go out le we also chiong out lo.. finally got to see JEFF so near.. ahhhhhh.. they so many MACHI sit one van.. *sigh* mei you nicky... haha den they left le.. we there ponder wanna go down not.. den awhile ltr.. steph jie msg sae they are BTK so so so we decided to call maxi and chiong down.. lolx.. haven't 5mins our maxi jiu come le.. thanks to uncle denneis and uncle geoffery .. reach BTK rivervally de.. ard 15mins later den come out le.. dao skywalker come out first..haha.. den jiu kenny..so i heck la..i wan jeff nia.. haha so guess jast saw jeff.. den haha we go into the resturant.. jast request to take photo den my turn But veri paiseh lehz after jast finish with jeff..i straight sae i wan i wan.. >_< jeff still sae sure.. haha.. malu la den jast 2nd time cos 1st time shoot not nice.. haha..den jeff still veri good wor..nv reject jast.. love hiM!! .. haha den after that.. jiu no more le.. haha so our wh wanna take pics with ed but stupid la e assistant.. wh sae finsih le..ed still sae sure..liew den e assistant sae.. cab come le..den ed told wh sorry... awwww how nice!! den saw ed and kenny go up cab le we jiu faster go back maxi.. by e time we wanna leave.. jeff kan kan hao hop into cab.. normal de la.. so we jiu follow him!!!! got one time traffic light arh.. we stop beside him nia..wave at him..awww and he wave back to us also.. ahhh den arh go back hotel.. guess where the driver drop jeff and dancer at? not the main entrance but back entrance? so haha our van reach first..den quickly jump down.. and got to hug jeff!!!!! Ask him can i give u a goodbye hug? haha.. wanted to sae goodnight hug but sae wrong..haha but nvm got to hug can le..love love him la.. haha den he hug jast also.. den photo taken with na den hug wh.. loveeee him.. den he walk in we follow.. behind la.. haha walk till main entrance dere jiu nv go further le.. really smitten by jeff le..!!! .J.E.F.F.

B.o.r.e.D!

Shld have gone dinning and pool with eds and guys at marina but i'm just too tired and lazy. This is e 2nd time my classmate asked me out and i reject. keke.

*sigh* lots of feeling wanna sae but dunno where to start..so stop here le..tata`

Ke Yi Bu Ke Yi, Gei Wo Yi Ci Ji Hui Xiao Ni Yi Sheng +BaoBei+

school blue

Listening to Machi - Hey Baby!

*cheers* Got 3 tickets to tiger beer concert on hand while jast had 5 tickets? Suddenly pop out so many tix. Hoping to get more tix from kelvin this thur.. so more ppl can join us. Can't wait till sat arrive. It has been one mths since i last seen ap-ians.. miss them! *muack*

went to watch cancer charity show live with qi, sf, kel and classmate. Watch live better. Bu shi yi fans e statues go watch so i find e fans on the upper deck veri kp lo. I was seating in sector A. haha i myself a fans of idol find fans kp.. attitude me! *laugh* but really la e screaming was like cannot tahan sia.. damm loud esp kone and fann fans!! saw tony yup =\ i simply miss queueing, chasing and shouting for idol.

Listening to Jerry - Pei Chen Pin

*sigh* my subject.. i've got 2 yellow 1 purple colors for attendance. Yellow = warning letter while purple = dangerous zone a.k.a debar soon.. *sigh* if i skip more lesson.. i really dead meat. i can't afford to be debar from exam esp DA or DE ~>_<~ dun wanna retake.. but sometime not i dun wan go ish i can't wake up and attend that lao auntie lesson veri boring one lo.. she damm kp and long winded. Den CS i got exactly one mth nv attend le =x gonna go next wk. oh and and tml got assembly!! Cannot skip this time round. Assembly at 8am.. how? sure can't wake up de la unless VANNESS WU at macpherson ite lo den i think haven't 8am i already in school le..

*winks* finally can use my psp8 brushes again le... re-dl everything so yup gonna go play ard with e brushes..hee! Doing my own forum/proboards.. LOL..cos boliao la.. so ppl stay tune hor! *hugs*

still.can't.forget.someone.who.never.meant.to.be.mine

Joey and Joe Chalet

*winks* going to Joe and Zoey chalet ltr. They're throwing birthday bash for their 1 yrs old daughter or son. *haha* fortune kid uh? 1 yrs old nia jiu birthday bash at chalet - goverment chalet - those with 4 room 1 hall 1 kitchen that chalet. 26 only happy with a child le.. i also want! *cheer* it has been 1 year since i last went there. such longie since i last since e rest of the relative.. so yup might be fun.

I was been followed home yesteday! -roll-eyes- scary yet funny ok? This guy with the name Leslie followed me home. why? wanna make friend. so i wanna laugh. he stay at serangoon and den come all the wae to SK.. *double* faint.. so after i alight from 82.. i walk super damm fast.. =x so yup.. first time been followed home.. lucky not those baddie! so yup.. when home den went Kovan with mum, grandma, sis, and 2 others mahjong kahki. bought 2 tops. one black one blue. like the black one more *smile*! oh and my fila pink handbag.. i haven't get that >_< lazy to go town. yt's mum sae the bag ish nice too!! *winks* den after shopping here and there.. we go up to e who hse lo.. saw alvin, still as shuai! so watch wo jia shi ge bao dere den ard 6.30pm we took a cab to yck.. had roasted duck rice there.. den watch tv play with my little cute cousin jiu went home le.

lala..den now waitin for my dad to come home.. brother's stead at moi hse now.. so later she going chalet with us.. that's all.. stop here for now.. update again!!