learn to play mahjong

*YESTERDAY

tgt with my bro, sis and mum, we learn to play mahjong from our dad. my dad was like, 'eh im gg giddy gg round and round d table'. hahaha. i won like 35 bucks (nt bad right, for first timer? haha) but no money cos we were just playing for fun =(

*SATURDAY

as usual went over to YCK. spot this lil bird outside d window at our play room. heh.



had grandpa zha cai soup for dinner. yummm.




tgt with w uncle gabriel and d rest went to orchid country club for bowling session. and as usual, d adults end their mahjong session at wee hours. yawns.

tian guo de shu

*YESTERDAY

went to watch The Fog w charmaine and d rest instead of gg for k session. less than 15 pax watching d show. freak a lil though. haha. giving 3 stars out of 5. went to this griller cafe for our lunch. just bout 26 bucks for d 4 of us. cheap yet nice. heh. yup.

fast forward.

d guys join us for dinner. had swensen. something happened there. hahaha. shufen, tell u bout it when we meet ok? it's like sooo funny. bout LH. he went kee-siao larhs. afterwhich he apologize. gees.

head down to rochor center. d 4th storey we used to go when all of us still stay there. home sweet home aftermath.

*DREAM

前一天终于梦见宝贝们。呵呵。应该是说在梦里看到四个宝贝的背影，然后正面看到的只有旭仔豪天。三位男孩的 dressing 就像我部落格的 background 照片一样。 >< 但奇怪的是。。在梦里跟孝天讲最多话 -_-"

然后就 silly 的 part 是我拜托孝天帮我约 V 出门。。哈哈哈！梦里仔也不断的在搞笑。一样的可爱。醒过来时还记得清清楚楚梦里所发生的事和 converstation，可是现在画面好模糊..

*THE SHINING STAR

during the press conference of d show, Pierre mention Rachel very cute and shy. heh. yes. she is way cute. just now, manage to catch the 10 to 15 mins preview of d show. did telecast quite a few scene of her. hahaha. she act as a mischievous kid.. can't wait for d show to start. ><





*BON VOYAGE

nick gg to taiwan soon. though he wun be able to read it.. but still bon voyage.

*KOREAN WAVE

d next korean show im looking forward to watching will be '天国的树'. Starring d younger version of 静书 from stairway to heaven. wee! ever since i watch stairway to heaven, got hook to d 小静书. guess most ppl who had watch that show will be drawn to her. hahaha.

*PENNY OF MY THOUGHTS

因为你的关系，我们才会如此答应。

这一句话：‘让过去的事真的赶快过去’- 做起来谈何容易。

*MUM

can't stand her. she suck. dun like her. never once i'll say i like her. yup. cos she just suck and fugging irritating. ><

!@#$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$#@!

*GROAN

my hse having mahjong session again. hate d sound of mahjong when im watching tv. noisy noisy noisy. noise pollution. ><

meet up w charmaine 3 days ago to bukit merah central for interview.. vcd shop. but reject d job offer 2 days later. heh. cos it's like so far. yup, fickle minded. when we r tgt, funny incident always happen. haha. d patrick incident is sooo embrassing can!

and as always, we talk bout chris, xiao zhu and felicia. additional topic.. vivian hsu! im starting to have a lil liking toward her. hv been rewatching love storm cos of her and watching her news.. oops!

we used to rant and talk bout nick.. but recently, his name nv appear in our coverstation. hurs.

50 mins to go to my tv time. so im gg to blog to kill time. topic:

*BELOVE GRANDPA (MUM'S SIDE)

i love him. yes i do. he took care of me since baby till 7 yrs old. during my kindergarden days, he always carried me to school. quite a long distance.. so can imagine how breathless he is after that. =( anyway, i only go home more often ard 5+ yrs old. so every friday night, i would pester my parent to bring me over to my grandparent place.. and if they din bring me over, i would sit at d door and cry till my grandpa had to come over to bring back to his place. we used to stay one blk away at rochor.. so he could see me on d door from his kitchen window..

and every sunday night, i will try to hide at every possible place at my grandparent place, in hope that my parent wun find me and bring me home.. how silly. of cos they nv fail to find me and drag me home with a cane. hahaha.

still fondly remember d time i spent at my grandparent place. d time spend with randy and charmaine. i used to dislike charmaine then, i pinch her whenever she bout to fall zzz, snatch her pillow, lie to her that there ish ghost behind her, force her to drink curry.. etc

weekend morning, grandpa always buy prata or fishball noodles for breakfast. and d kopi-o he make is sooo fragrant. i miss d kopi-o he uesd to make. yah.. cos d kopi-o isn't d same using coffee maker to make.. i still love those use net or something to make d coffee. heh.

he is a great cook. all of us just love tasting d food he cook. not once we complain d food he whip up. esp love d spicy food he cook.. yummm. yupp, he is getting old.. so he only whip up one or two dishes.. and d rest of d dish, he would guide d maid to do it.. though it's same thingy as what my grandpa did.. d taste and d feel just ain't d same anymore..

so nowdays, whenever we had a chance to taste d food my grandpa whip up.. i will take photo of it cos i know when he is gone (yes, touchwood, but anyhow ppl will leave d earth sooner or later), i will not be able to taste d same food with d same feeling and d same taste anymore.. but with d photo, at least i still hv a lasting memorial.

we love him. but we dunno how to express or show our affection. it's always much more difficult to say i love u to a family member. heh. so d only way to show our affection is to buy something for them during their birthday.. last year, was d first time, we i mean cousin buy a present for our grandpa during his birthday.. still remember, how everyone pass the present to one another to present d gift to him.. silly! hahaha.

grandma birthday in 3 mths time.. have already make some plan.. glad that everyone is excited bout it (:

yesterday photo

yesterday.

grandpa nv fail to cook spicy stuff for dinner! <3 ah-sum-ber-da w chillipadi!



tgt w manda & melody



saw this cute fake bus on d way to mac for supper.



d fries we share. yumm.



chewy cuttle fish. my fave!

Shattered tears with crackled smiles

woah. he must hv really miss, miss v.

'....on the realz.....a girl who fights fo the one she loves...they don't make women like dat no mo~ *sigh* Shattered tears with crackled smiles...opened a week old, with stains of addiction...expired last year.'

even his primary photo had change to a picture with d caption..

'So if you'd still go.. i'll understand'

awww. he seem really really sad. sighh!

希望 V 能快点走出感情的伤痛！=[

thoughts of f4

ignore my previous post. was in d midst of kee-siao-ing while i type that entry. haha. so now back to normal.

*THOUGHTS

'大家好，我们是F4' - 好久没有听到 F4 讲这句话了！！ 能再听见宝贝们说那一句话，感觉真的很窝心。今天站在舞台上的他们，成长了许多。他们从来不受外界的误解或传闻而影响他们。。 这五年他们各自不断的努力交出好成绩让那些不看好他们的人知道他们的实力和努力。他们的努力，大家有共目睹。:)

*FEB 18TH

难得F4 聚在一起，粉丝们当然不会错过这个看宝贝们重逢的机会：





level 2, 3 & 4.

image credit to vicj of Vic Power

Feb 18th 2006 - F4 PC

*F4

OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. FINALLY..

get to see F4 as a whole again after sooo long!

few hrs ago, F4 just held a press conference for their concert at hk. how lucky for the fans there! at this hour, im gg crazy after viewing d pic from the event. awww. i miss F4.. esp V!

and ok, they use pepsi to do cheer which i think is a lil funny. hahaha. but can't help it since they are d spokeman!

even though it's only picture, it's still nice to see F4 as a whole again!!

off to HIGH-ing.. & watch F2 & Zhao Jia Le <3!

blog d following ard yest 3pm:

finished watching clips of double v arrival at hk. just four word..

OMG! MADNESS!

no barricade or anything. d clips.. it's more like seeing how d fans trying to video-ed the two 宝贝. and one of clips was shaking so violently. everyone just want to catch a glimps of them.. if im there, i prolly will go bonker as well. haha.

felt d security escorting them 'll be d most 可怜. it's always that 混乱 when F3 appeared. ken arrival usually d least 混乱. ooops!

yup. v seem very happy. full of smile =D

bored!

*YAWNS

im so bored. hv been staying at home since sunday & had nothing better to do. my daily routine goes like this:

wake up ard noon. had my brunch. bath. computer till 5pm. watch e-news till 6.30pm. had my dinner. read some book or mag till 10pm. watch hk show till 11pm. day-dream till YLBFB start. and lastly, sms with friends till i fall zzz!

how bored! this kind of life gonna continue till apr or till i find a job >< most prolly going to take dip in accounting. private sch so it'll be kinda ex.. and i think my dad will prolly kill me if i flunk d exam. ooops!

suppose to go out with #1 and amos but it's been raining since noon and so im lazy to get myself out of d hse.

*YESTERDAY

was watching vivian news when my mum goes:

'wow, 这个 girl 很美 hor?'

i didn ans her and she repeat what she say. haha. i just don't like vivian, even though sometime, i find her cute esp after watching love storm! -_-"

*ON CHRIS

find this set of photo online. d pant CHRIS wore very you-fu. haha. so toot! =x









Taken from Nevada

v and kangta

*BABY GIRL

mel & mel's parent with ashley. ash's sooo adorable! ><



baby girl, ashley

she's my mum cousin baby, so by right i shld called her auntie -_-"

*ON FR3@K

Souces from: Sina Blog

Most fans should have known by now, Kangta is actually working with F4's Vanness Wu on a project cd, it is something like the S Group. All the songs in the album is all in the way of the 2 person group.

Not long ago, Vanness went to Korea to finish recording in the studio at Kangta's house. It is now in the midst of the last stage. It is predicted it will be released in march. let's wait for it.

Credit to OnlyF4 Xiujuan :)

hmmm, would prefer his OWN solo album though. BUT 好过没有作品.. 哈哈！

電影﹐天生打手﹐的劇照




From <曰本雜誌> 台流 Drama Guide // 感谢 V&We BBS 提供

15022006

*HUANG NA MURDER

http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/news/story/0,4136,102026,00.html?"


i wonder how come people can be so cruel to hurl abuse remark at ah hao's family. yes i know, ah hao doesn't deserve our sympathize but his family ish innocent one, you know? sigh!

extract from TNP:

Tired and weary, his father stood at the entrance of Admiralty MRT station, pleading with anyone who would listen:

'Please, my son Ah Hao is innocent. Will you please help us by signing this petition if you think that he is innocent?'

'If not, then thank you very much for your time.'

More often than not, the reply was no.

Many shunned his soft pleas and cast disdainful looks in his direction.

Some went further. They hurled abuse at Mr Took, who was accompanied by his wife, daughter-in-law Yuli and grandson Shun Wang, yesterday afternoon.

Mr Took told The New Paper in Mandarin: 'Out of 10 people, six will scold us.

'They tell us off very rudely to stop what we're doing and a few even said we should go and die with him since he is guilty.'

oh well. if they didn want to sign d petition, they can jolly well walk away.. and nid not say something so hurtful. but lucky, there is still kind soul ard. they gave ah hao's lil boy red-packet since few days ago, it was still CNY.

*ON LEE HOM

d song that is playin on my blog right now ish sang by..

Lee Hom's fans!

d lyric, production, cd-cover, even MV and such is all done by Lee Hom's fans from ChinaHOME. de man was so touch that he include this song in his latest album!

last night esp of YLBFB, he was d guest. d song is even more heart-warming when lee hom & fans sing it tgt. ><

当我睁开双眼每一天
都会记得大家的笑脸
明白心中勇敢又多了一点

曾经哭泣也会看不见
未来总会有别的喜悦
就让时间翻开崭新的一页
你的音符你的脸
有种无声的语言
教我不退缩要坚持著信念
用音符画一个圈
经过都会被纪念
我想爱永远会留在你心间

每个人都拥有一个梦
即使彼此不相同
能够与你分享
无论失败成功都会感动
爱因为在心中
平凡而不平庸
世界就像迷宫
却又让我们此刻相逢our home

伤心时你会给我笑脸
让我感受友爱的原点
快乐地过有风有雨的岁月
失望和伤心在所难免
都会经历漫长的严寒
让这一切在我们心中沉淀
用旋律写张信签
放入你的心褃面
手牵手记录我们爱的和弦
用音符画一个圈
经过都会被纪念
我想爱永远会留在你心间

today, mark d 730 days since v left.

happy v day!

Happy Valentine to all! <3


image taken from friendster

*ON V

hmmm, i wonder who is this Kangta? *SHRUG

Kangta revealed earlier on that he would be working with a chinese male artist this year. Recently, there are rumours that this male singer is actually F4's Vanness Wu. Vanness's manager, Zhi Xiang Li expressed, it is actually the Korea who have come knocking on their door, hoping to sing with Vanness. However, he doesn't want to reveal who that Korean singer is. Zhi Xiang Li said, both parties have the intention to work together. The new album would be recorded in chinese, english and korean and would be relased throughout Asia.

He is very interested in the China market while Vanness is keen on entering the Korea market. They're working together is benefiting for both of them.

*Credit to OnlyF4 Xiu Juan :)

If din remember wrongly, today mark d 5th year since F4 was formed.

yuan xiao jie

*PIC ADDED

yesterday.

finally had scv install. my dad nag a lil when he came home from work but get over it pretty soon. haha.

to Sheena's place ard 3pm with jast and wenhui. laugh alot. it has been quite some time since we had our laughing therapy. d fur-leh-low-roll-shed, r u singapore passport n such is real funny. hope to meet up with d rest of girls pretty soon! miss miss them <3!

late evening. celeb 'yuan xiao jie' with mum's side family in advance. dearest grandpa..



.. whip up a feast. d best stuff has got to be d salted veggie duck soup and blah-cad ! i know how to prounce d word but no idea how it's spell in malay. heh. it's some spicy soup, cook with a shell look-alike thingy and u've to dig d shell to eat d stuff inside. *DROOLING

melody. 2nd pic, accidentally bite her own ulcer.



d short elf as called by her sis.



left, my favorite fruit mango! right, u snap me i snap u. haha! lame.



fast foward to today.

lunar 15th. to dad's side family for dinner. yupp. d moment i step into d hse, uncle ronald mention/ask bout hanwei, a friend whom i haven met for ages a.k.a his student in d lion dance troupe, and i was like thinking, why he asking me bout chen han wei? after a few sec, then i remember i had a friend call han wei as well. hahaha! how forgetful.

ashiteru.



d adults checking out d 4D result.



d bed we used to jump on & d room we used to play super mario or PS.



and d silly game we used to play - c who can hold longer.

miss cvss days

*HAPPINESS

Feb 18th, the moment F4 stand together on the same stage again. Press conference for Forever4 concert at HK. though can't be there, 'll be just as contented to be able to see picture of them coming TOGETHER again!

just got back home from #9 place w #1 and #7. went back to school with #7 to collect cert before that. travelled so far jus to collect one paper. ><

ok so i kind of miss those days in school. esp in CVSS as a north star youth. d teacher were great. mrs kumar and mr.zaidi, d two teacher i miss most.

on mrs kumar, still remember, how i..

> dislike her to take over mr zaidi as our math teacher
> argue with her
> make her blew her top
> threw my books at her and to how..
> patient she was with me
> i started liking her & confide just bout everything with her

and how she ran after me (she was pregnant then), when i throw my temper in class and ran out.. till now, this incident is still kept dearly in my heart. =]

on mr zaidi, he is d all time favorite teacher in d school. DM yet well like by all d student. compassionate. creative. commitment. confident. and cute in his own way.

still fondly remember, d day he make us stand on a chair, told ask something that make d whole class tears. miss how he sing, Peng You and Only Love.. and makes us crack into laughter. those were d days.. <3

penny of my thoughts

讓過去的事真的趕快過去 - quote from 美作 in MG2

yupp. hv thought bout it this morning..

这次不再犹豫了，真的..

讓過去的事真的趕快過去.

that way, i will be happier :)

easy gg?

im bored. nothing much to update since i've been staying at home. yawns. worst of all there is no local show to watch either at 5.30pm, 7pm or 9pm slot. so d only show i watch on tv is d hk show at 10pm. ><

last night. hog on d computer till 4am. msg w #1 till we fall zzz. then he mention im way too easy-gg. haha. he think that way cos i'll nv turn down anyone request.. yup. but thats apply only when it makes both, me and d other party happy. reject when only one party is happy.

good or bad habit, i don't know. haha. but.. seeing ppl ard me happy, makes me happy too =D so i guess, its dosen't really matter if being easy gg is good or bad habit or not.. right?

enough of my crapping. im just bored. i miss..



HIM, since 15022004!

freak out

argh.

within 5 mins, i freak out twice! cos my room door will auto open due to d strong wind that is blowing into my hse. although i know it's d wind that is making d effect, bt just can't help thinking that much, you know?

cos.. for those who've been my hse and to my room, you'll know that it's hard for d wind to travel to my room when there's a big wall just right outside my room door. >_<

and.. it's happened last night bout 3am as well. i got so freak out that i off d computer immediately. so today, no more late night for me.

rewind back to noon. was..

.. sorting + reading vivacious related blog entries. and realize how much time we had spent tgt, esp with sheena and jast during d year 2004. still fondly remember those, laughter therapy at BK, ken "volcano" erupt and stuff. im missing those days!!

.. surfin ard friendster in d noon. unexpectedly find out something and called charmaine right away. not much of surprise since few mths back, we had sort of guess it. but anyway, just glad that it's her :)

anyway, watch comedy nite party at 8pm and spotted nick wearing that red top again. joshua & shawn appeared too and my mum go on and on, on how handsome they've become. haha!

can't wait for d release of I NOT STUPID TOO. not because of nick, joshua or shawn but because of d show! d storyline and everything, just touches our heart! <3

done with layout

yay. finally done with revamping of my blog and almost done with sorting d entries. took bout 18 hrs to do it. pretty satisfied with d outcome :)

today. did nothing much. wake up. hog on d computer till 3 plus. grandma and all came over. nothing new for d adult, mahjong session as usual. d rest of us, spend our time on hrs of blackjack. yawns. and they just left like 10 mins ago.

auntie bee got all d family or families photo taken on CNY develope. nicely taken. flawless. love it!

grp photo w d song families. mum's side. 5 ppls missing from d picture ><



wh, received d file le, thks!! i like d mag larhs! all our favorite guy. f4. v. xiao mei. perfect mag cover. haha! and d song yi cheng sing is v nice as well. and what happened to ur blog? =p

2 yrs ago..kick off q..

时间过得好快耶，还记得两年前的今天，我和青青在 SIS kick off the queue for MTV 亚洲大奖。但是两年后的今天，我在电脑面前怀念两年所发生的事情。。

ok. right after i type d above, then i rememeber i lost d msg that v wrote for fans in myspace bulletin board right before he delete his myspace acct for fans. na, wh, jast, xj or yt, if u still had it, kindly sms or email d msg to me, pls!! d msg which v wrote SORRY TO ALL for d subject..

arghhh. no thanks to my dad. two wks ago, he accidentally delete all d messages i save in my previous hp.. and till now, then i remember i used to key and save v msg in that phone as well.. =(

2 wks ago. i remember how i nag at my dad for been so careless. cried for all d msg-es that have been deleted. 100+ greeting msg, motivation msges from friends that keep me gg on and chris msg. it's really a big deal for me NOT to see all those msges again. it's hold memories..

and right now. its pain me even more cos it's V msg tat i can no longer read again. =[

CNY Day 2 to 4

CNY Day 2.

annual gatherin with Dad's friends and family. held it at shuhui's place. yup. yummy dinner. uncle wen song's thai wife cook tom yam soup for all of us and bring it over all d way from amk. so nice of her >< and all of us just love it. gambling session start for us and d adults aftermath. won quite a sum from 10 times of jackpot and twice of mang mang. how lucky. haha.

spend the rest of d time, gambling while crapping. lots of laughter can be heard. too bad, gor left so early, if not there will be more laughter. ok, it's pretty weird. while gor was there, we did talk but talk through sms and we were like sitting less than 5 step away from each other =_= no idea why.. bt somehow it's hard to talk with the adult there. haha.

yi. hui. xin. gor. 18 yrs of friendship and still counting :D

ending d day with d adults discussing if we shld go for a holiday trip tgt to bangkok.



CNY Day 3.

to jurong west. uncle soh's place. had vegetarian lunch. and expected i just had a lil tiny bit of it. tgt with cousin(s), eddie, meimei, joe and zoey we left d place for jurong point. walk ard. had ice-cream at swensen. eddie treat :)

1 hr ltr. they left for movie while we left jp for yishun to watch i not stupid too. yup. nice show. freaky funny esp d 'lame' chop part. and i tears twice. touching. rate it 5/5. a show that ish worth d price to watch. yupp. back to jurong west and left there bout 12. yawns.

CNY Day 4. Today.

mahjong session at my place. my dad had been playing mahjong for d 4th continous day. and Happy 21st Birthday to Sheena :)

this morning. did this to my room. v and more v.



Just some thoughts.

P10 sort of split. unhappiness amg few of us. friendship end. can't help feeling sad on how things turn or end this way. but since it's already over, no point pondering over it. but anyway, thanks for being my friends once. P10 memories it shall be.. =]

back to cny day 1.

i did something silly at yck cos quarrel with my mum. ha. thinking back, it seem like i was v depress. sighh. i bite my wrist till it's bleed.. it's d N time im doing such thing. i know i sound like im bonker. but somehow its make me feel better after cutting or bitting my hand. i just feel more ease after that.

after d bite. 10 mins ltr. then i feel d pain. i cried and my dad held me in his arm. i felt so love. and after we went home, when im bout to slp.. my dad came in, rub my wrist, talk to miie and shower me with his love and concern.

he hardly show his concern or love as he is shy.. but that night he show it. and im glad. and yes, no doubt, i love him truckloads (: