i miss u so

对宝贝吴建豪思念一天比一天的深！

baobei at CKS airport - Feb 26th 2005 - baobei gg to start filming 'Dragon Squad' staring from 3rd of March. will be sooo lookin forward to it. ^_^





Listening to Yes 933, Long Hu Bang, Ken - Yong Bu Ting Zhi - No 3! woohoo. the DJs compliment ken. haahaa. sae he veri li hai and lucky to have so many country of fans supportin him and came all the wae to sg to support him. way to go man!

Feb 25 - attend 30mins of PCA lesson. *rolleyes* cos class start at 8am and i only reach school at 9.30am. lols. but des was later den miie. reaching only at 9.50am. but teacher was kind enuff, nv mark late. had chicken rice + pineapple juice for breakfast. head home. slp for hour. use computer. bath. change into 7 diff clothing before i head off to meet CHARMaine at Compasspoint. Had late lunch at Cafe Galilee located at CP library lo. Had Chicken Leg meal that include pudding and whip potato. and shared a cup of Chocolate Divine with CHARMaine. heez. had a hard time cutting the Chicken Leg. den we two wear like saying abt the chicken leg flying all over the places. lols. chocolate divine soooo yummy loh. de cookies smell veri strong. haa. took cab down to TM aftermath. watch 'White Noise'. i rate 1/5. not recommended show. so SF, dun nid to catch it le ok? lols. i rather rewatch I Do I Do than watching 'White Noise'. Dunno ish watch Ghost Show or listen to ghost show. after da show. went walkin ard. took mrt to bugis. heez. CHARMaine went lookin for her mp3 lohh. still deciding which one to buy. took neoprint again. take away LJS for dinner cos wanna watch CHRIStopher show at nine. so yuup. went over her hse. eat dinner while watchin tv lo. off to slp at 12am.

Feb 26 - wake up. realize tat i was sleeping on top of CHARMaine =_= went down for breakfast. had pork mee + ice milo. den went back to her hse. rot here and there. read newspaper. find job. heez. call and ask ask lo. gg for interview either tml or tue/wed. hopefully get the job bahh. really in nid of money. lols. den finally ard 1+ got show to watch le. watch le den eat lunch lo. den rot rot. evening go pray tai sui. den together with cousin and bro sis went bencoolen had BK. talk abt relationship and stuff. yeapp. bro went off to bugis to meet stead. while miie, CHARMaine and sis went NTUC. lols. buy my stuff till 45 bucks. my dad didn nag but my mum did >_< also not her money. dunno nag for what. grr. whatever. so rot while waitin to watch wo cai. and went home aftermath. :)

*yawn* another borin dae. but lucky todae quite number of show to watch. heez. ppl comin over my hse for mahjong session norh. *ssianss* noisy lah. haa.

finally i able to view FREAK page in friendster. go through his testi. cos kpo =x den go his friend page n saw his testi for his frens. lols. so much for stalking.

i miss baobei. baobei v. vanness. vanness wu. vanness wu jian hao. ):

m|ssin baobei

对宝贝吴建豪思念一天比一天的深！

everytime after one f4 member leave, i will start missing F4 as a whole or start to miss baobei v loads. *sigh* wonder when will i/we get to see baobei v again?

love this 3 wallpaper. resize it to 50% smaller of the orginal size.





yeah yeah my heart ish with v nia ^_^ esp like ken wallpaper. very nice and zai wan so meng huan ehh. didn post jerry de cos veri de bu mei. =x

wake up ard 8am in da morning. bath n stuff and off to meet gw at my hse de bustop. yeapp. he came from bishan to look for me lo. so we walk over to punggol plaza for breakfast. had beehon wif sausage, egg, fishcake +plus+ milo. eek. punggol plaza de food so suck lo. the milo. *puke*. put too much water le. haa eat jiu eat le so whatever. meet edward and e rest at classic aftermath. took bus 62 den change to 76 lo. long journey. they play classic while i play wif the touch screen game. lols. spend 5 bucks awae jus on that. head to school ard 12.30pm with bubble tea. that edward pnch miie again with that stupid, "you are sooo cute" sentence >_<. so btw we reach class already 1pm liao. haa. went straight to any computer and play game and den haven 10mins that JOSEPH come and snatch come from mmiie. Joseph, u very *evil* lehz. lols. i did 让 you. so please stop saying i 'diao man ren xing' although i admit i'm lah. =P hurhurz. reach home. was cleaing my room when i received e followin msg..

'u should know what's love like ma.. when ur attracted to non other guys but that guy. although ur diao man ren xing, full of complains abt this and that, love to chase idols its also became a part which i like abt u.. the feeling of wanting to protect u.. that makes u the huixuan i know maybe this is what makes guanwei loves in u too dun let ur past hinder ur present and future.. life must always move on.. life only merely 80+ short years ma.. isn't been loved a forunate thing?'

Joseph, gw nv love me lah. dun anyhow ok? and been loved by someone ish a forunate thingy. i noe it but i dun wan to hurt anyone nor hurt myself, u see? so yuup, u get my point? but anywae thanks for ur msg. =D and des thanks for ur adv|ce too. hopefully i will find my ans soon. and they nv go crazy for me ok? so dun anyhow anyhow also. haa. haa.

..and na stop luffing over my chinese. hahaha. 特大态度问题！

think|ng

好无聊；好闷；好烦；

心里有许多的不解，有谁能够正正了解我的心声呢？

又有谁能够帮我解答呢？

can't slp for the whole night. lots of thought run through my mind. throughout e whole night, i read over n over again e msg you've send me. think abt wad u've ask and said. numbers of question race through my mind..

1) are u the right one for me?
2) are you the guy who god had send me?
3) are you sure you like me as your girlfriend material?
4) are you sure you can 无条件的爱我？
5) are you sure you can accept the way i'm?

was sms-ing with gw yesterday night. he said he miss mi n had feelin for miie. asked him back if his feelin for miie ish gf type material or he just see miie as his little sister. and he reply not sister, not daughter, not fren that kind of feeling but that kind of feeling lah. he asked if i had feelin for him too, i din know how to answer. the feeling ish there, 可是不知道对你的 feeling 是, 朋友的喜欢; 哥哥似的喜欢; 还是那种的喜欢. he has been nice and sweet to miie. he has never once 对我发脾气.

我对感情方面再也没有信心了。好怕再次的被感情受到伤害。

what took place last year, had put miie off from guys. no longer believe in their 甜言蜜语 or 花言巧语. all are nth-ing but lies. but den again not all guys ish like that de right? some guys still believe in love right?

whatever. hope i find my ans soon. any advice ppl? heez.

'Everyone wants a fantasy, and F4 is that. When I'm in F4, I'm part of that. It's good to bring hope to people, and I don't mind being the Prince Charming. But when I'm on my own, I can be Ken Chu, even though the audience might not like it.' -ken

taken from yest TNP. i like what he had said. haa.




and den ken ish so sweet..

AFTER THE RADIO INTERVIEW IN SINGAPORE:

Ken called Sony, so that Sony can call Landy (KCIFC President) to tell the fans that he has left the radio station already. Cause he was concerned that fans might still be outside waiting for him when he has already left the building.

thanks to KCIFC and OnlyF4

im off for dinner. steamboat. ^_^

depress

oh no. got into the paper again. xinmin + life >_<



-thanks onlyf4-yvonne for the image-

Feeling so depress n sad now.

dunno what got into miie either. jus ain't feel ok the whole day. stomach cramp once i reach school. slp throughout the whole of Jean lesson and den dismiss ard 12.30pm. haa. I when for 1hrs lesson nia cos was too lazy to get up for 8am class. when over to the factory with ed n godaddy for lunch. got no appetite so finish half of e food nia. sat there till 1.30pm before we walk over the da bustop. dey pei wo take bus 80 norh. suppose ish they send me till sengkang den they take 88 hm de.. end up i take 88 with them back to amk. lols. edw got off at amk while godaddy pei wo take till toapayoh interchange to take 88 back to sk. went popular and cd-drama. bought u-weekly (cos got baobei v) and march issue de teenage lo. so nice of godaddy sae accompany miie take 88 back to sk again so yuup we took 88 and den sit sit sti till so shuang take till paris ris interchange. =x actually not really sit till shuang. ish i feel so depress den travelling make me wash awae all the sadness lo. so take till paris ris interchange and den take 88 back to sk while godaddy take back till bishan. haa. travelling back and fourth. but i did feel better after tat. thx for hearing miie out, for lending miie a shoulder to lend on, for accompanying miie throughout the whole journey n for bo-liao-ing with miie.

received shixiang email this morning. glad that he willing to share with miie his stuff. will reply ya soon. and well all e best to u and ur girl. love may hurt at time but afterall e process ish still sweet. (: once again, thanks for all the sweet memories u've given miie.

love u-weekly. cos they wrote..

吴建豪最耀眼！

在场再多的国际巨星，也抵不过一个吴建豪。星光大道最后亮相的VANNESS，夹着F4 和《流星花园》的余威，让歌影迷为之疯狂。VANNESS 也和拥护者握手和签名，创下用最长时间“逛完”星光大道的艺人。问及他是否受宠若惊？他说：“非常荣幸。我希望FANS 也知道我来这的目的 (参加有意义的活动)。”

i definatly miss vanness. miss him lots. *sigh*






去看霹雳火了。。拜拜！

xuanz shout: "我好想好想谈恋爱!"

ps: will try bloggin in chinese for a change. =x so ap-ians pls bear with my chinese ok? haha.

kawaii ken

awww. ken ish so cute. lols. im refering to the clips at kbox, k union event.

孝天：各位就休息吧。。收工就不要在跟我了。。谢谢!

after he say the above he smileee till so cute lo. ahhh. buay tahan. and this k union event he so natural and happy. no fake smile. lols. after the sae that fans of cos laugh lo den he get up to sign the board and pose for camera and before he left he sae..

孝天：谢谢各位。。那照样就是，安全第一。。请各位要注意

and again he smile till so cute after saying this line. lols. and haa the wae he say 'an quan ti yi' like um chio-ing liao. ahh he sooo cute lah. lols. i flying to sky liao. den make me keep repeating that few part. lols. and and and keep watchin the 10mins clips of him at J8. he sang LIVE wor. woohoo. really wish time could go back to saturday :(


photo time



taken at sharvon dinner. lols. acting cute + zhi-lian-ing again. i kinda lye de top i wearing. very special with the scarf attach to it as collar. haa. anyway, school was ok todae. lots of laughter too. a guai girl todae cos i did my cable. lols. but zhiwei did most of e work lah. but den again still better den nth-ing right? =)

it's been one week since valentine day. usually after valentine day i will always have the feeling to be wanting to be in love again. i miss been in love. miss been dote by my stead. lols. miss been hug warmly by my beloved hug. miss the wae my guy plant a kiss on my lip. i jus miss everything about in love. *sigh*

update

update. prolly skip the queuing part cos once i talk abt it i will get totally piss. whatever. i jus ain't feeling good abt it. *sigh* those i've talk to will know why. dun ask miie anything abt e q thingy unless i tell u myself. i dun feel bad abt e queue thingy cos i've done my part. i'm just upset abt it. =( i began to trust only myself + few others nia and i began to see human true colors. all e selfish-ness and stuff. anywae, here goes my rundown..

Feb 20 - wake up. bath. surf net. read news. read blog. did the usual thingy lah before i'm off to meet jast. head down to airport cos ken departure lo. so fast go off le. can't get enuff of him. although he ish not my favorite but den still F4 mah. haha. they are just so unresitable. lols. reach there ard 11.15am. saw numbers of fans. walk here and there lo. den ahh. suddenly ken come w/o warning. lols. make me kc ehh. e first tym e van came, he didn't alight so went rounding lo. 5mins ltr den come back. den yuup he alight. everyone was like 'shss' dun block him. and den if got fans shout or call 'xiao tian' the rest of fans will go 'shss'shss' so funny lo the suitation. all fans was lye video-ing him at his back and some on e side. hahahha. no one dare go near him. what to do, he ish ken zhu mah. famous for this attitude. he went in, check in and stuff. and e next thing i can remember ish all of us will running to another side of immigration. haha. all the 'piakpiak' sound can be heard. lols. so yuup he walk past. see him for the very last time. and he ish off jus like that. come like a wind. go like a wind. miracle. this time i didn't cry :) so proud of myself. prolly cos after seeing the 'Happy Laughing' clips i video. whahhaha. takeaway BK for lunch before we head home.

Feb 19 - ken sang TWO song LIVE and its rock! how i wish i was still at the autograph session. the part where he sang live. ahh. and i'm so glad i went to the autograph session. heez. ooh and i've to add on. i love guy who sing with mic on e stand. lols. so shuai can? haha. baobei v, please do that next tym. i bounce to love u even more =x okok come back on track. morning call by edward ard 6am in da morning. bath. pack back and stuff and i'm off to J8. jast drove me there ^_^ went to punggol to buy breakfast for godaddy and edward before gg down to J8. yeah. lucky early morning jiu shift to cafe cartle there le. if not hot dao yao si. den yeapp. sat there and rot. Edward got me a ice-milo. haha. love him. lols. read my story books. talk to e girls. play cards. heart attack ( the leg attack, make me luff like mad). went to walk ard the mall cos sit till sian. haha. ard 1+ finally can go up to level 2 le. yes, to the barricade. woohoo. got in to the ken mood soon. and e barricade like nv ending ehh. walk till very giddy. turn and turn. haha. finally at 2.45pm. zhiyong came onstage. woohoo. got every excited le. haha. he talk we scream and hiding from the camera. lols. yeapp. and and and abt 3+ lye that. scream could be heard cos ken arrived le!! woohoo. he came down from level 3 and take the eslcaletor to the 2nd level and went into the mini resting room. 5mins ltr he come out and straight awae sang 'Yong Bu Ting Zhi' LIVE. two words 'shuai' + 'diaoz' interview by zhiyong aftermath den sang 'Ling Wu'woohoo and he jump down from the stage. and and and i got to shake his hand.. lols. e moment he came down, more scream can be heard. haha. power of f4. lols. he start from onlyf4 side before he came to our side after that went back on stage lo. e wae he went back on stage very cute and funny ahh. haha. so yeap 'lao yu sheng' den autograph session kick off. den blah. very fast my time le. so kancheong. he veri attitude. wadever fans sae, he wun. >_< but he did sae thanks and smile at u after he sign ur CDs lo. i told him, 'xiao tian, 736 tian mei jian le' den jiu silent when he sign my CDs. my heart th|nkin why he like tat de so dao nv even reply or what den suddenly he go 'xie xie' and smile widely. whahhaha. happy lah. lols. when downstage e first thing i sae ish 'shuai'. haha. so blah blah. head home after jast send na home. got kbox event but i can't go cos gotta attend sharvon wedding dinner. ):

-sharvon wedding-

so qiao. miie and shufen wore the same top. lols. e one we bought and bugis + saw 8228 at loading bay. called jastina/doreen (twice but no pick) n xiao p (once but no pick) lols. reach them ard 7.45pm. yeapp the cocktail session still haven end. haha. greet some of my mum/dad frens,those sale man. all the usual greeting lah. haha. act guai. den uncle guan came to miie and sae,wow, early morning go see ur idol ahh. =_= news travel realll fast. amos walk towards my direction, den in my heart thinkin 'got shuai ge' den walk nearer den realize ish amos. lols. but den he still shuai lah. look dashin in this formal wear. (sf, dun anyhow think again? he ish jus my cousin. lols. if he's mine, he's ur too.haha.) msg sf sae i reach le n she came lookin for me. hahaha. i bug her to go bring her hp out cos i wanna take pic with her and e rest of cousin. lols. so yeapp. went ard take photo. first with eric. dun lye e pics ehh cos lye veri mo sheng. kinda stand v apart. hahha. after that take with valerie. blah and went in to our table and sit. update her over what happened for e past few days. anger was all over miie. ha. whatever. dinner start officially at 9. dead hungry by then. the food was delicious.*yummy* haha. talk. laugh. zhi-lian. crap. hua chi with shufen for the entire dinner lo. went toilet bump into rachel. haha. so talk talk lo. sucha long time nv talk to her le. so yeapp. blah dinner ending le. talk to ronald uncle abt brandon (my xiao shuai ge. lols) haha uncle ronald forver so cute and yoyo de. den waited for all e guest to leave and had a grp photo lo. sharvon husband so tall lo. i stand beside him lye gaint and drawf like tat. haa. love da dinner. heez.

Feb 18 - ken arrival (: before headin to da airport go school first lo cos got test mahh. class suppose to start at 8am de butt miie, edward and godaddy arrived only at 9.15am. why? cos they help to queue overnight for ken auto lo. den late den pai cab down but also late lah. haa. went in did a quick test cos copy de. haha den i jiu play computer game. meet doreen n xh at payalebar mrt station ard 10am lo. reach airport soon after. had BK for braekfast. saw all the F4 fans at BK. finally got my photo with nicky ^_^ ate and stuff. den blah blah. korkor came le go his combi put things lo den blah finally ken touch down singa. saw him inside. woo. face black de. he came out noone dare to touch him nor even shout for him. lols. a peace arrival. not that usual chaotic scene. haa. we were the only grp chasing norhh. attitude mahh. haha. a slow and boring ride. *yawn* ain't excitin at all. den blah reach e hotel he putting at and we are off to J8. Kev or Lyna doesn't allow us to queue back in da first. cos empty slot in da mornin after ed and godaddy shift. but den solve it soon after, muz really thx to stef jie, tinky they all bahh. although can queue back first but still v paiseh lo cos that morning we really no-one queueing. eveyone was annoy with each other i guess. blah. ard 3+ went secret recipe to eat. 6+ too hot le buay tahan so went goddady hse and pom pom. his mum was at home so paiseh. but his mum got compliment miie. lols. talk to xiao p, ting and xiujan they all lo. den yuup ard late evning. things happened again. damm piss and annoy abt it. but well stay cool. from 8 i think keep busy finding ppl to help to q again. end up leh got edward and goddaddy to help. so paiseh to ask help from them again. but nvm they are ever so sweet abt it. heez. i called more than 20 guys though. feel so pek chek but lucky got xj they all to talk n calm dw. that time somemore not talking to doreen cos she feelin down. xj leave soon after. really thx her for the words to keep miie going on. and den by 9.30+ already manage to get ed n goddaddy to queue. stand ard borrow phone from elaine and stef jie. talk to stef jie too over e queue thingy norh. and blah took cab home and reach hommie ard 10.30pm. can't slp. talk to e guys while they on e wae to da queue lo. heez.

Feb 17 - q from 11am to 6pm. omg i ate alot lo. keke. finally bought my pink bag xD. goddaddy visited me after school. and bought me taiwan chicken. lols. love him too. haha. took bus home with huiting and ben. quite a fast journey home lah. prolly cos got ppl pei wo talk talk. talk abt the q, sylvester and stuff lo. night lehz. queue problem. but solve it soon after.

Feb 16 - q for ken kick off. blah. nth-ing much happened. ate alot also. lols. and took cab home.

*yawn* 11.48pm le. gotta get my ass off the computer and go to bed. school dae tml. i'm off!

thanks

*sigh* dun feel like updating yet. tml den update bahh but den i really wanna thanks..

1) my classmate for helping to q.

2) edward n godaddy for the 2 nights and richmond for the half night. (:

3) godday for his toilet to let me pom pom n his mum 4 her compliment. lols.

4) the rest of the girls in the queue.

5) stef jie, xiujuan, priscilla for their concern.

6) stef jie for that little talk on fri to me and dor.

7) xiujuan for the words she has given miie before she left on friday. make me listen le wanna cry.

and thanks to those who have helped miie in one wae or another. =)

Qing Ren Jie Kuai Le

First off, Happy Valentine Day, to all my frens, cousin, family and relatives.

+plus+ may baobei v n xyz hv a happy vday if da rumours of them patchin back ish true. if not may baobei v find his happiness. *smile*

and den it ish..

photo tym


taken with moii childhoodie frens. left wif peiyi while e right wif shuhui. e 2nd pic i look shag :( can see my big big eye bag. bu mei le. humpff. lols. and den see my face and peiyi face. lols. her sooo tiny. while mine very da tou ehh. haha. so now still haven't take foto with childhoodie de korkor, zixin, ziqi, shuwen and dora. yeap i pratically grew up with korkor, peiyi, shuhui and zixin norh. 16 yrs of fun. moii daddy and their daddy ish close buddy lai de. they knew each other since their secondary school days. woohoo. long right? =D ain't full hse for yest gathering so e next gathering coming very soon. lols. at wenxiong uncle hse this tym ^_^ love it cos of the tom yam soup. haa haa. -recall- yest reach shuhui hse ard 4.30pm bahh. at first gek gek nv talk cos paiseh mahh haha but a little while warm up liao den jiu chit-chat lo and den jiu start our gambling~! gamble in da room while the adults did their catch up outside. roar of laughter can be heard. lols. dinner ard 6+ with us kids eating first follow by adults lo. continue our game while e adults start some of the uncles and aunties start their mahjong session soon after their dinner. together with peiyi, shuhui, shuwen, my sis, ziqi and dora, we did nth-ing but gamble. lols. and we catch up quite abit lo. laughter was included as well. haa. too bad zixin and kor nt with us :( if not sure more laughter de. but nvm there ish always next tym. won quite abit after the lao yushen =D lookin forward to seein them again. *hugs*

lonely valentine for miie tis year but fret not, i receive love from my friends :P and thanks to those passerby who wish me happy valentine day in school dae. :)

Qing Qing - Love U too!!!!
(i noe she luv miie alot cos 4 qus mark =x)

Ben - Happy v.Dae too.. hope u more prettier

Sheena - faints dun wake me up! kekez but still sweety, i luv u as my fren too! happy valentine's day! muacks n hugz!
(lols. sae dun wake up her, end up leh also faint le wake up wish me happy valentine =P)

Suann - Hope u also hv a happy valentine day's wif ur frenz and family! :)

Wei Ling - Thank u ger, 4 ur kind thought.. Happy vdaay 2 u.. May u find ur happiness.
(yeah. may i find my happiness, my mr.right..)

Xiu Juan - I love ya too!

Paul - Happy Valentine day.. muuuack
(haha. paul e guy i used to have hugh crush on, puppy luv i guess)

Darren - happy valentines day hui xuan! may u have a lovely n memorable day tml. plesant dreams!
(darren forver send miie greeting with my name on it. lols.)

Eric - i love you too! Serious! I still love ya.. haha..
(my ever so sweet ex, eric chua. lols. still lovin me? he jus kidding lah.)

Gladys - love notes, candies and flower r dandy.. but u r so sweet.. u sweep me off my feet. happy valentine day!!!

Peiyi - happy valentine day to ya! nite..!

Shixiang - You to happy valentine... hope ur already have a date. No last min planning.. anywae night!
(my ex too. lols. too bad i dun have a date. haa)

Kenneth - same to u my dearest mei.. happy valentine day n happy chinese new year.. take care n enjoy ur day.. see u.. stay happy always.
(met tis smarty plus nice kor 4 yrs ago but met once nia =_=)

Timothy Tan - ha ha ha your sms is soooo cute. Just like you. You are the first to send me valentine's sms, thanks u!
(i'm honour to be e first. lols. timothy tan, one of moii sec sch fave teacher ^_^)

Shuhui - haha.. happy valentine day to u too! whaha.. love ya too.. miss ya.muack!

Susanna - haha thanks sweetie. u too enjoy ur day! so happi to be ur fren! happy valentine and luv ya too! :)
( happi to be ur fren too. =D. cyndi look alike but den susanna more pretty xD )

Jolyn - Happy Vday to all my dearest frens. hope ur day is filled with luv. from me to U: my dear fren, love u and god bless. =) *winkz*hugs*muackz*

... and den i lazy to type more in liao. e rest either ish jus happy valentine day or picture msg or in chinese character le. lols. i'm already contented to haf my frens. loving single one of them. keke.

after much thoughts, i've decided to give [him] up. yeap, that particualar [him] i always mention in my blog. i know i've sae this many many tym but this will be e very last time i'm going to sae, i've decided to give [him] up. why? cos i've choose to believe what i heard from my frens. i know i won't regret cos they wun lie and hurt miie de. in da past, i choose not to listen to them but to his sweet talk and in e end, ish miie getting hurt. so yeapp. on this very special day.. i'm going to sae for e very last tym that, i've decided to give [him] up. (:

so till den..

baobei xxuanzz ish still waitin for the right one to come..

..think|ng of that special someone :)

CNY Mood Spoil!

I just finish blogging 5mins ago. but here i'm blogging again cos of.. -read on-

Vanness Wu and Vivian Hsu, Secretly patch back

September last year, it was rumoured that Vanness and Vivian had broke up, ending their 2 year underground relationship. In less than 3 months, both of them have got back together secretly. Both were spotted at a Steamboat resturant at Taipei. Earlier on, the both of them even flew to Japan and Korea together for a holiday, spending Valentine's day earlier !

Vasnness Wu, Vivian Hsu, these 2 "good friends", had been in lvoe for 2 years, however, they kept denying their relationship. However, they were already poublicly known as a couple, very often, media would catch photos of them together. However, last year at September, it was rumoured that both of them had broke up. There were many different versions of gossips. There were rumours that it was Vanness who initiated the break-up. There were also rumours saying that some rich businessman was wooing Vivian, thus leading to their relationship changes.

After they broke up, Vanness and Vivian both kept keeping the same mind that they have not gone steady before. They kept insiting they were only good friends. In real-life, they had gone their own ways. However, in less than 3 months, they had already got back together at December last year. At that time, Vivian was fliming in Singapore, Vanness was missing her with no jobs at hand. They would use sms to keep in contact and he even flew to Singapore during Christmas and they got back together.

During January, both of them went back to Taiwan together for work, they even appeared at Taipei's steamboat resturant. Both Vanness and Vivian were regulars at the resturant. The shop even has photos of them. However, they would always choose the darkest corner in the shop.

As known, Vanness and Vivian who have got back together have travelled together during January. Vanness first accompanied Vivian to Japan and they both went to Korea , spending a 1 week sweet holiday. As Vanness had to go to Hong Kong to discuss on a movie on 25th of Jan, they parted ways in Korea. On 25th of Jan, Vanness secretly arrived in HK at night and left under the accompanment of crew workers. Vivian returned to Taiwan on the same night.

As Vanness and Vivian were both popular artists in Taiwan, they recieve lots of pressure when going steady. They couldn't make known their relationship and even had to keep quiet when they have already got back together. As to Vivian's breaking up and getting back problem, Vanness's answer was still e same,he have always been friends with Vivian, they were friends in the past, and will still be in future. Right now, he hopes to put more attention on his career, to put his priority on his career, his relationship was an empty patch and would spend more time with his family when he has time.


Thanks to Xiujuan for translation and Singtao for e news!

ahhh. *sob* e "best" chinese new year gift i received so far. *sob* i doubt this piece of news ish rumours lo. e steamboat resturant got photo as a proof ehh. ARGH!! first was xwl and zai and den now vann and xyz. F4 members really know how to choose timing to give fans present ahh. *CRIES* wah lau ehh. the article still sae XYZ come singa for work, vann still come here look for her. ARGH!! and den i remember last 3 wks, got see photos and news of vann at japan. den keep thinkin why suddenly he at japan. so yuan lai ish go seeeeeee XYZ lah. GRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M OFF LAH. SO SADDDDDDDDDD. SPOIL MY CNY MOOD LIAO!!!!!!!! GRRRRR!!!

CNY update!

got time to spare so here i'm blogging!

Taken yesterday at Joe hse. lols. mirroreflection. yes, i know i veri zhi-lian.



waitin for my zixin and family to come my hse before we head to shuhui house for gathering norhh. kor nt coming :( cos wanan spend tym with gf since he gg back to camp tonight. miss him.

was at joe house yest. watch tv and zhi-lian-ing all e way. haa. yeah watch mtv asia awards anddd rain sooooo sexy. esp the part, shss ah shss ahh. *drool* =x e dance movement he did for shss ah shss ahh was omg. i simply lurve it man. lols. stay there till like 6+ and we went dinner at nearby kopitiam norh. whole lot of us. haha. ate steak. veri small piece that cost 7.50. eat bu bao de. after that went bugis again. mahjong session for the adults while we, the little ones, lols went to watch, I Do I Do. haha. recommeded show. really nicee and funnyyyyy. and that ish a twist in da show at the ending part. manda was sitting on my left randy on my right. we laugh like madd. ahhaha. watch till abt 12am den wake to 7-11 to buy maggie mee. lols. cos hungry liao. den eat le. we gamble lo. won quite abit from heart-attack and 21. lols. reach hommie ard 2+ and fall asleep soon after.. dreamt of dor and wenting.. miie and dunno who dating =_= and den dream of sly too. wake up ard 12++ todae.. and have been online since.

CNY Rundown

*tsk*tsk* I'm enjoying my chinese new year holiday.

omg. time pass so fast that i dunno ish already sat le. school blue coming! *sigh*

woohoo finally find time to blog. Rundown/recap!

took quite a number of photo but i pick the nicer one =x e rest of pic i look so shag. Shufen, send me the pic of miie and u at kster de =P to my email :)



me and cousin, brandon! star of the day. lols.





Feb 11th - Quan`Yong`Ling`Edwin`Kel`Qi`Bear came my house bai nian. sae 1.30pm reach but all reach at 2.30pm. make me wait till wanna slp le. lols. so they reach le. we chat, we play s.h.e vcds, we play the computer, we gamble, we crap, we laugh and we eat. play er shi yi dian, got a pair of ace. so win triple. woohoo. head to Ling hse ard 4.30pm for a drink. Got my first taste of Ribena plus Vodka. eeek. very de "nice" ahh. yucks. one cup share among the 7 of us. lols. after that i ask for pure ribena =x while e rest drink Coke + Vodka.. so end up all drink my pure ribena coss their Coke + Vodka very de bitter. lols. and and and the vodka smell so like glue lo. wonder how the rest manage to drink jus the vodka. eeek. lols. took cab down to Bear hse aftermath. Jian join us at Bear hse =D 4 of them started their mahjong session while e rest of us watch Jay Concert VCDs. ard 7+, together with Yong, we go buy dinner for them lo. had mac + prawn for dinner. lols. after tat, e rest continue playing mahjong while e rest of us watch lucky charm den pi li huo. den e-news den edwin and yong play winning-11 watch till i doze off sia den that edwin attitude dun wanna give me slp >_< i doze off he jiu call miie. argh. finally their mahjong session end at 1am. lols. e last round, i pray hard Jian lose. cos if he win jiu nid to go another round den ahh i can die sia. cos i damm sleepy le. haa. so took cabbie home. share with Quan`Edwin while Yong`Ling`Qi one cabbie. Send them goodnight msg and den finally fall asleep ard 2+

Feb 10th - Suppose ish go daddy's friends gathering de but last mins postpond to sun so went toa payoh instead. go there till 6plus bahh. watch leng leng e weddding VCDs. go down to bugis. dinner and stuff. At wong side e family, i became sly gf le =_= peng sia. lols. and den cousin gathering at Lucky Chinatown - Kster for ktv. zhi-lian-ing in ktv lah. haha. tease charmaine and brandon. we anyhow anyhow match them. brandon soooo shuai can? lols. sing well too. love him to e max. veri kawaii too, right shufen? =x lols. he ish the star of e day. whahahhaa. love him love him love him. went for supper at lao pasar den send darren home. Joyce aunt cor us lost sheep. lols. send him home le, we run for e last train to go back bugis norh. den yuup laughs all e way. haa. reach home ard 1+ bahh.

Feb 9th - lunch at ah ma hse - didn't get to see sf. haa. den yuup had lunch den talk talk to valerie lo. quite a long time nv sit down and talk to her le. haa. exchange number also norh. got to see jennifer bf too. veri cute looking lah. but abit ahbeng type. haa haa. ard 2+ go yck bai nian norh. stay there for da whole day. zhi-lian-ing // ktv // pillow fight at yck. hahahaha. so much funn too. dad play mahjong so head home quite late norhh.

Feb 8th - Reunions dinner at ah ma hse. this year got cousin anne e red packet. lols. while having our dinner, miie sf and bro was laughing over... and e glue thingy. lols. eat le. jiu slack ard. den zhi-lian-ing start. somemore 9 of us squeeze infront of the mirror to take a photo. whahaha. so much fun though. and den we talk abt our younger days we had at ah ma hse. e hide and seek, catching, e "war" play and the di lam seesaw we used to play. so memorable yeah? *sigh* how i wish we will still young.. veri de naive. nothing to stress abt. ard 9+ bahh miie and sf yearn to eat ice-cream so we went mac lo. haha. wind big mah so our ice cream melt veri fast. lols. eat till our finger all cover with the ice-creamm. lols. play a few game with e younger cousin. ard 10.30pm like that went guan ying miao to pray norh. hoping to catch a glimps of CHRIStopher but to no valid *sigh* ( he went ard 1+ argh )

going out soon le. todae with parent and cousins norh. going down to bishan, joe and zoey hse. ^_^ and den tml daddy friends gathering. lots to catch up with e girls too. such a long tym no see them le. off to get ready to go out le. tata`

once again.. HAPPY NEW YEAR =D

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year to all!

zai and xu wei lun caught together again ~>_<~ After watching midnight show @ basement carpark Left to Right: Zai's bro gf, Zai's bro, Zai, XWL



XWL passing Zai's wallet & car keys to him





zai new year gift to his fans =x

Ken lookin forwad to e day F4 reunites!

Ken's first released solo album, On Ken'sTime, had rather good sales, causing himto feel comforted. he had enough confidence to prepare for his second album. However, he admitted that he wasn't used to doing promo alone, he said seriously, "Sometimes i would feel lonely. After all, when F4 are all 4 together, there was words and laughter. Meeting some difficult questions, when i can't answer conveniently, the rest would answer it for you." Thus, Ken looks foward to the day F4 reunites. There were rumours that the four might flim a movie and that they would be having a concert at the end of the year. Ken couldn't hide his excited feelings, "Not only the fans are awaiting, I'm also waiting for it!"

Thanks to Onlyf4, Singtao and apple daily.

Yeah. miie too will be waiting for e day f4 reunites!! lalalala. f4 rawk to the max!
*yawn* channel 8 digit singing now. pollute my ears ehh. lol. reunion dinner tonight at ah ma hse. go guan ying temple aftermath. hopefully can bump in chris dere ^_^

meeting Quan`Jian`Yong`Ling`Edwin`Kel`Qi`Bear this friday. can't wait. conference with Jian`Edwin`Qi`Bear till 2am. ish always nice chatting and crapping with them. haha. suppose to meet todae go cvss see concert de but talk till so late le den all cfm cannot wakeup so haha trip cancel. so yeahh. this friday, pai nian, crappy, laughter and mahjong or pokercard session. woohoo~!!

Spend 2hrs @ compasspoint library yesterday. haha. read S.H.E 'Shi Guan Ri Ji' sooo wordy with lessen than 20 picture. every page ish full of wordsssss. TRADITION CHINESE somemore. >_< but quite interesting lah. haa.

i'm off!

Busy week..

Currently, dl-ing F4/Baobei clips. ^_^

So bored at home. Having running nose now. argh. Yesterday meet Ap Jast, Dor and Xiao Hui at J8. Suppose meet at 11am de but all reach mos burger at 12pm. lol. miie and jast reach ard 11.30am so we go walk walk first. J8 change quite alot ehh. yeah so had meet them de den had Chicken Burget Set + Corn soup for brunch. The usual, we crap we talk and we laugh. brainstorming over the shift thingy too. from mos burger we shift to kfc. den awhile ltr go sebewang buy Ken CDs (can strick off my wish list le =D) purchase 20 album but not all 20 album ish mine lah. haha. i bought 2 nia. mrs chu pay for e rest of CDs first. haa. head back home aftermath while jast go massage, dor and xiaohui go town for haircut. ltr in the evening actually me and jast wanna go hgmall to get our ice lemon tea bag but end up nv go coss lazy. so decided to get it at J8 next week instead. haha. CNY mah so sure got $$ de. haa.

Feb 7 - Still pondering going to school mah?
Feb 8 - Self-declare off from school - Reunion Dinner at ah ma hse
Feb 9 - Chu Yi, painian @ ahma hse follow by mum side den to YCK or J
Feb 10 - Chu Er, go dad friends gathering ^_^
Feb 11 - Chu San, SCHOOL =_=
Feb 12 - mini gathering with few vv girls
Feb 13 - REST. save energy for..
Feb 14 - Lonely Valentine
Feb 15 - Busy
Feb 16 - Busy
Feb 17 - Busy
Feb 18 - Test and Ken ARRIVAL!!
Feb 19 - Ken Autograph Session + Sharvon Wedding Dinner
FEB 20 - Ken Departure?
Feb 26 - Wei Wei birthday cum farewell party

wooo. busy week. lol. no plan for 0609 cny activites yet. every year also de same, going each other hse to pai nian or something. haha. but who cares? with them i sure have fun de. =D lalala. den feb 12, hopefully the mini gathering those who are invited will go =) few of them long tym nv see le. so kinda lookin forward to it. laughter and more laughter. weiwei invite miie to his birthday + sort of farwell party as he gg army le on the feb 26. still pondering going mah. cos i alone ehh. ltr all his friends i dunno de except for Eric lo. ~>_<~ kinda near my place cos he stay at sk ^_^ lol.

*sigh* look like all my guy friends one by one go army le =( Quan` Jian` Yong` Edwin` Kel` Bear prolly serving their NS after their ITE ehh. gonna miss them when they are away. less meeting also lehz. hope our friendship wun drift and always remain the same. aiyooo i like think too much now FEB only. but but but time pass fast u know? haa.

i look kinda shag now. =( my eyes bag appear le. the cause? not enuff slp.

i wanna sell off fann, wewe, aaron, parapara and zaizai jidewoaini sg version CD with autograph. all these CDs collecting dusts in my cd-rack. lol. zai that time i kiasu. i have 2 sg 1 tw version ~>_<~ but end up only listen to one CD cos usually i will copied the song into the com so wun ditry the cover or smear till the signature mahz. den that ONE cd i put it in my dad car. haa. so ppl.. any second hand shop that i can sell it?

two days in a row dream of CHRIStopher but i forget what i dreamt the 2nd time. lol. wooo i realize my 'Your profile has been viewed 38 times since 02/01/05' ish jumping fast. wonder who spy my page =P

another shoppin trip

Listening to Aaron - Gen Zhong Ni

*yawn* so sleepy now. gonna slp real soon. early day tml.

few days ago, ning asked miie if miie and sally ok le mah? well didn't now what to reply and i think there isn't a need to reply either. but den again, in the first place, i/we have nth-ing against her. everything jus happened so quickly without our knowing. we jus drift apart. ning asked what happened btw us? didn't know what to reply also. everything happened for a reason but i/we jus dunno that particular reason. and den ning ask miie to talk to sally about it. but what could we talk about? when a beautiful glass break into pieces, no matter how u glue them back, it won't be de same again. cos the crack will still be visble. so see the point? even IF we can get back like how we used to the feeling won't be the same. cos even now when we met them or they met us. the basic 'hello' and 'bye' also nv appear.

meet charmaine at tm later in the noon. go hunt for her baggie and my foot-wear. ish always nice to go hunting together with cousin cos usually we have da same taste mah so easier to look out for each other stuff :) went tm walk one round but nth-ing seem to caught our eyes. cos nv really went in the shop. walk to Century Square aftermath. Bump into Xiu Juan at nail & vogue. saw the f4-photo album book, not official product at 12bucks. kinda ex lah cos so thin and not official product so didn buy lo. im hungry le so we went for late lunch at long john sliver. wanted to go kbox but drop da idea. went another round of shopping at tm and finally charmaine got a pink bag from ice lemon tea. i lurve da bag too. love it the moment i see it. i dun care i gonna get one too but blue cos chris like blue =x and den went ISETAN and a slipper in white caught my eyes so jiu buy lorz. keke. wanted to catch a movie but none interest us. at least we bought something le so decided to head home. on e way to bus 27 bus stop. got a grp of guy wanna befriend miie but i ignore them. lol. cos this kind of 'wo ke yi gen ni zuo peng you mah' friendship won't last long de. so why bother to care them right? =P

im so lucky with transport this few days. reach bus stop bus jiu come. reach ltr or mrt station the train jiu come. lol. lucky star ish on my side. =D

i still have lots of stuff to buy. Got Satan Claus. wonder got NEW YEAR CLAUS mah?

wanna get

1) Pink PMK Jacket

2) Ice Lemon Tea Bag

3) Ken CDs

4) One more shoes

5) more tops and bottom =x

6) ...and den blah blah blah! die die i wanna get the bag =D

*sigh* i miss CHRIStopheR. ni zou da na. hao xiang gen zhong ni. simply miss yew.

I dream

i dream of CHRIStopher this morning

i dream that i supposed to meet CHRIStopher go out at 3pm. So before that i go city hall walk walk first lo. alight at cityhall station, come out the control i jiu saw someone the back so alike like CHRIS. den i keep bio lah, bio till i cfm ish him den i go over. he was wearing a bright orange long-sleeve shirt, black pant and his orange shoes. he was seating on a dunno what branded shop bench. so i went him den i call him lah. he turn ard with his shock face. lol. he ask, how u know i'm here? i reply, no lah. jus happend to see u in here and drop in to sae hello. den i asked him what ish he doing here. he say wanna buy clothes before he come meet me lorz. *LOL* den blah blah dunno what happened. he walk up to a rack of clothes den choose one and put it on his chest and asked me, this shirt nice mah? den i keep giggle sae everything look nice on u =x den dunno what happen.. in e dream my hp ring but den ish real life my phone de alarm ring =_= stupid sia. make me cannot continue dreaming about my outing with CHRIS. =[ nvm. try harder in next dream. lol.

ooh charmaine call me le. off to meet her liao. blog ltr den. tata` mmuackk ppl!

Gen Zhong Ni

Favorite song of the week, Gen Zhong Ni sang by Aaron Kwok - Canto Song

http://home.ripway.com/2004-10/194899/GenZhongNi

跟踪你一路白天到黑夜
鬼集所有关于你的一切
跟著你去逛街 埋伏在咖啡店
你今天擦什么香水
认识你最近来往的朋友
打听你所有大小的消息
星座是哪一种 梦想的是什么
快乐伤悲送你玫瑰到底是谁
我就在你的身边 一天一天向你接近
我就在你身边 一点一点温柔包围
不要怀疑 爱在这里 跟踪你
靠近你 包围你
一直一直没有改变 我就在你的身边
一天一天向你接近 我就在你的身边
一点一点温柔包围 你的世界 被爱沦陷
跟踪你 靠近你 包围你 一直一直爱你是我
就在你的身边 每天都向你接近
我在你的身边 一点一点温柔包围
就在你的身边 不要对爱有怀疑
跟踪靠近包围你 没有改变

thanks to 99music.net for the lyric.

sch was great this week except for maggie lai lesson >_< that kp bitch. lol. lucky i only have her lesson once a week. this wk so guai, didn't cut any class. only late. heez. better den nv turn up right? tml i cfm got go de cos daniel lesson :) somemore 3hrs of lesson nia. to sum it up, had an enjoyable school wk. friends were nice. tis wk did quite alot of laughing and crapping. hee. how often did u guys got to hear from me that school was great? lol. thanks u list of e week. haha.

I thanks..

- Joseph 4 tolerating, complain, rubbish, nonsense and helping me carry bks hm.

- Edward 4 pei-ing me go sch or accompany me @ sch and been nice to miie.

- Guaiwei papa 4 treating me chicken rice n help me with schwork.

- Richmond 4 treating me watermelon juice.

- Christine 4 buying food for miie n help me with schwork.

- Sam 4 helping me with e-tutor stuff, game n disturbin me =_=

- Mr.Daniel Yew 4 been kind n sweet 2 miie :) n 4 nt markin mi late =D

- Mrs.Madona 4 nt marking me late wen i'm 45mins late :)

No thanks to..

- Maggie Lai black black long face =
- Joseph 4 making mi repeat my qus 4 more den 3 tym wen we tok on e phone. LOL.

- Joseph 4 nv on ur hp cos hai mi waste my energy 2 punch e key twice. once for hp and twice for house phone. whahahhaha.

lalala. i'm just happy for the week. no idea why. although i miss my CHRIS. whoops. shld be fann's chris. lol. i'm off.

][ CHRIStopher ][ i .miss. u ][ cuo da na hao xiang gen zhong ni ][ CHRISTopher ][

xuan xiang ni

I miss..





the LEE man. argh. 3 days no see him le =[

Finished watching 'True Hero'. gonna start watching 'Coup De Scorpion'. no class todae so stay home e whole day watching vcd and surfing the net. *yawn* so little things i could do. haha. boring. ht did ask me out todae but i just so lazy lah. *tsk*tsk* seein ken in 17 days time but how bout CHRIStopher? =[ and double sigh. ken autograph session clash with cousin, Shavone wedding dinner. ~>_<~ shufen, H.O.W?

wondering and wondering.. whether he read my letter le mah? gave my present n letter to him when he came out and talk to us. he take a look le and put it in a paperbag that seat on e passenger seat. Scropio paper bag. inside contain his VCD. argh. wonderin he get home, take his VCD out den got read my letter or open the giftbox not. lol. i hope so bah. *sigh*

meeting charmaine this friday at tm cos she wanna get her QQ bear stuff while i wanna get..

and very de irritating. this few days keep receiving unknown number call den when i return call e number ish invalid de =_= weird. Got a call from dunno what model company to go down for interview but i told them i not free so nt going down. the model company muz be blind to call miie :)

i'm off!

baobei xuan miss chris lots =(

Rundown..

News of the day - Ken autograph session - Feb 18 - Friday - 6pm - PS!

Finally. after 733 days we will get to see him. a long long wait. 17 days more to go.

but till now i still missing CHRIStopher lah. haiz. wondernig new year eve can see him not. early flight ehh. *sob*sob* den night time he go guan ying temple also dun think can see him. he prolly will be there ard 1+am. but the time think i already at home le. at ah ma hse also won't stay till so late. ahh sob. i wanna CHRIS~!!

Jan 28 - went china town walk walk but didn't buy anything except for 1 cheese hotdog. took mrt down and den bus to queenways but nothing appeal us. so after much pondering. decided to take cabbie down to far-east. 7 bucks nia. so cheap ehh. share among 4 pax. lol. reach far-east abt 7pm le so went to had our dinner. Had salted fried rice while the rest of them had noodle. shopping start aftermath. ard 10pm took bus back to bugis cos my dad wanan fetch my sis mahz so no choice gotta bring her back to bugis. yeap went charmaine hse and stay. go through her math again. den went to slp soon after.. whaha i love my dad man. cos cos. lol. thur night my mum give me $100 (including topup fare 10bucks n lunch 10bucks) for shopping nia cos previous shopping trip for CNY dad give $200 le mah so she sae $100 enuff but i insist no not enuff lahz.. den e veri next day i wake up saw my desk got extra $30 lol. so no needless sae sure ish my dad give de ^_^ so i veri happy lah earn extra 30bucks. lol. den before i went to school.. my mum wake up give me $20 more. so i have extra $50. =D lol. but the funny thing ish my dad didn't kmow my mum give extra 20bucks while my mum didn know my dad give mi extra 30 bucks. lol.

Jan 29 - Wake up ard 8am in the morning. together with aunt and cousin went down kopitiam to had bah chor bee for breakfast. bath and stuff. den go bugis took for my C and a gift box. head down to imm by mrt aftermath. rest of the story refer to previous entry =P had fish & chip + watermelon juice for dinner at Raffles Hosptial. Reach charmaine hse.. rest awhile den we started to watch 'Zhen Xin Ying Xiong' den had maggie mee for supper. ard 12.30am jiu knock off le. damm tired.

Jan 30 - Watch VCD for da whole day with Charmaine and Randy. From 9.30am to 11pm. LOL. Had porriage for lunch, fan choy, siew mui, bubble tea for tea break and dinner moi aunt cook lorz. keke. reach home 11.30pm cos dad fetch me home. ^_^


omg. i think i really know how to spend money. my jan expenses not including travel fare i spend about $450. for miie that ish alot cos i nv work mahh. gotta learn how to save money ahh if not no $$ for idol. lol.

Using e $350 bucks i've. i spend on.. (excluding food)

4 top 1 tube - $160
2 skirt 1 pant - $100
Pink Pmk Bag - $20
cut hair - $28
cab - $40
mini comb n mirron - $2
my C and gift box - $19
VCD - $18

exactly 350bucks.. but that doesn't include the food ehh.. haiz.. i really know how to spend money but not earn it. lol. hurhur had chicken rice + watermelon juice for lunch todae. FOC ^_^





.I.MISS.CHRISTOPHER.LEE.