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好无聊；好闷；好烦；

心里有许多的不解，有谁能够正正了解我的心声呢？

又有谁能够帮我解答呢？

can't slp for the whole night. lots of thought run through my mind. throughout e whole night, i read over n over again e msg you've send me. think abt wad u've ask and said. numbers of question race through my mind..

1) are u the right one for me?
2) are you the guy who god had send me?
3) are you sure you like me as your girlfriend material?
4) are you sure you can 无条件的爱我？
5) are you sure you can accept the way i'm?

was sms-ing with gw yesterday night. he said he miss mi n had feelin for miie. asked him back if his feelin for miie ish gf type material or he just see miie as his little sister. and he reply not sister, not daughter, not fren that kind of feeling but that kind of feeling lah. he asked if i had feelin for him too, i din know how to answer. the feeling ish there, 可是不知道对你的 feeling 是, 朋友的喜欢; 哥哥似的喜欢; 还是那种的喜欢. he has been nice and sweet to miie. he has never once 对我发脾气.

我对感情方面再也没有信心了。好怕再次的被感情受到伤害。

what took place last year, had put miie off from guys. no longer believe in their 甜言蜜语 or 花言巧语. all are nth-ing but lies. but den again not all guys ish like that de right? some guys still believe in love right?

whatever. hope i find my ans soon. any advice ppl? heez.

'Everyone wants a fantasy, and F4 is that. When I'm in F4, I'm part of that. It's good to bring hope to people, and I don't mind being the Prince Charming. But when I'm on my own, I can be Ken Chu, even though the audience might not like it.' -ken

taken from yest TNP. i like what he had said. haa.




and den ken ish so sweet..

AFTER THE RADIO INTERVIEW IN SINGAPORE:

Ken called Sony, so that Sony can call Landy (KCIFC President) to tell the fans that he has left the radio station already. Cause he was concerned that fans might still be outside waiting for him when he has already left the building.

thanks to KCIFC and OnlyF4

im off for dinner. steamboat. ^_^