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20 mins to spare before im off to meet up with d rest. so here im blogging waitin for the time to pass.
was cleaning my room before my bath. and yeapp. while cleaning/tidying up my room. lots of thought came into my mind. somehow, life ish never fair. lots of things has happened and i'm glad that it happened for i see the truth behind the hidden mask.
yeahh. for example when i was cleaning my F4 display corner. i would think back the days where vv are jus soo united and happy during f4 event in singapore. yah. that's was before backstabbing started. everyone ish just so innocent. NO fake friendship amg us. as days turn to weeks as week turns to mths. few of us jus drift apart no matter how much bond we have be4. and there ish this particular girl we call 'mastermind' and remember was talking abt it with xj few weeks ago. yeapp. no doubt mastermind ish famous. you know that. i know that. and SHE know that. but one thing she didn know, is that many started to dislike her. many know her pattern and know her doing. she backstab. she pull string. she sweet talk infront of ppl that can help her in one or way another. she call them 'darling', 'jie' and wadever nice name u have got infront of those ppl and behind their back, she call them name. -rolleyes- and yah. i remember how mastermind tell me she dislike blah blah blah. den when i went one of the star chasing last year. met blah blah blah. and blah blah blah did say something bad abt mastermind. and now mastermind and blah blah blah are good friend. *shake* head. and i really pity *****, for gods how many time. i heard mastermind say how bad things abt ***** and yet ***** still dunno anything abt it and continue treating her soo good.
and not forgetting. i almost got manipulate by her. LUCKY i find out in time. if not i sure kana brain wash by her. really glad that i wake up in time to see who ish the angel and who ish the devil. and needless to say, mastermind ishh the devil. and for those few that already manipulate by her, i've got nth-ing to say. yah. im still friends with those she manipulate. but there ish something that ish blocking us. even when we bump into each other outside or chat online, the feeling ain't the same. everything just can't get back to the past. it really v sadd. hurt me alot too when i think back how close im with the somehow-out-there.
well.. guess everything can get back to how it used to ONLY if mm bad doing was expose but d most funny things ish. ppl know her evil doing yet no one (including me) expose her.
why? i din know either. not that we scare of her or anything. it's just, i dunno.. prolly cos we dun wan her to 'xia bu liao tai'? for now, i only know, mm ish justt so pathetic. only that she didn know. yeapp.
i dunno why im blogging all this. but i will feel better after trashing it out. sighh.
vivacious quote was, vanness a glowing star in muhh heart. and yeahh. vivacious girls ish still glowing in my heart as well. memorable memories(minus those unpleasant stuff)of vv stand a v deep place in my <3
ii miss them. lots of them who i haven met for some time due everyone have their own life. school and work..
nid nt name them out, cos you know who you are :)
times up. im off to meetin my friends. back to update again. nice weekend everyone.
20 mins to spare before im off to meet up with d rest. so here im blogging waitin for the time to pass.
was cleaning my room before my bath. and yeapp. while cleaning/tidying up my room. lots of thought came into my mind. somehow, life ish never fair. lots of things has happened and i'm glad that it happened for i see the truth behind the hidden mask.
yeahh. for example when i was cleaning my F4 display corner. i would think back the days where vv are jus soo united and happy during f4 event in singapore. yah. that's was before backstabbing started. everyone ish just so innocent. NO fake friendship amg us. as days turn to weeks as week turns to mths. few of us jus drift apart no matter how much bond we have be4. and there ish this particular girl we call 'mastermind' and remember was talking abt it with xj few weeks ago. yeapp. no doubt mastermind ish famous. you know that. i know that. and SHE know that. but one thing she didn know, is that many started to dislike her. many know her pattern and know her doing. she backstab. she pull string. she sweet talk infront of ppl that can help her in one or way another. she call them 'darling', 'jie' and wadever nice name u have got infront of those ppl and behind their back, she call them name. -rolleyes- and yah. i remember how mastermind tell me she dislike blah blah blah. den when i went one of the star chasing last year. met blah blah blah. and blah blah blah did say something bad abt mastermind. and now mastermind and blah blah blah are good friend. *shake* head. and i really pity *****, for gods how many time. i heard mastermind say how bad things abt ***** and yet ***** still dunno anything abt it and continue treating her soo good.
and not forgetting. i almost got manipulate by her. LUCKY i find out in time. if not i sure kana brain wash by her. really glad that i wake up in time to see who ish the angel and who ish the devil. and needless to say, mastermind ishh the devil. and for those few that already manipulate by her, i've got nth-ing to say. yah. im still friends with those she manipulate. but there ish something that ish blocking us. even when we bump into each other outside or chat online, the feeling ain't the same. everything just can't get back to the past. it really v sadd. hurt me alot too when i think back how close im with the somehow-out-there.
well.. guess everything can get back to how it used to ONLY if mm bad doing was expose but d most funny things ish. ppl know her evil doing yet no one (including me) expose her.
why? i din know either. not that we scare of her or anything. it's just, i dunno.. prolly cos we dun wan her to 'xia bu liao tai'? for now, i only know, mm ish justt so pathetic. only that she didn know. yeapp.
i dunno why im blogging all this. but i will feel better after trashing it out. sighh.
vivacious quote was, vanness a glowing star in muhh heart. and yeahh. vivacious girls ish still glowing in my heart as well. memorable memories(minus those unpleasant stuff)of vv stand a v deep place in my <3
ii miss them. lots of them who i haven met for some time due everyone have their own life. school and work..
nid nt name them out, cos you know who you are :)
times up. im off to meetin my friends. back to update again. nice weekend everyone.
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